Why Me?

Why me?

Why do I have to deal with all of this?

I envy girls who’s biggest troubles are their boyfriends.

Why can’t a dumbass boy be the most of my troubles?

Oh yeah that’s why.

Because I cut them out,

A long time ago

Because boys are asses

At least all the ones that I have ever dealt with

They all leave me

Or they are never with me in the first pace

They are in it for one thing

Who knows? Maybe that’s all I’m good for? Sex

Maybe I don’t deserve to be loved or cared for.

I have done some terrible things in the last 2 years.

So maybe that’s my karma.

Maybe it’s all, my fault

Maybe I brought all of this hurt, pain, and suffering, and constant struggle on myself.

And maybe I will have to live with it for the rest of my life,

Because of all the terrible things that I’ve done.

Why have I lost control of everything?

Everything has just spun completely out of control

But why?

Why?

Why this?

Why now?

Why me?